LOSING NO-ONE

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Isn't it hard, losing someone that we never had? Strom of thoughts, misleading my mind. How can I even miss someone I never had? I have enjoyed every moment and movement of you. How come you have become this close to me? This distance feels a lot farther than the distance we had before. 
I don't know if it's okay to lose something valuable, knowing it's not our property. Sounds tragic and mad. All these thoughts, and yet you can't hear a single one of them. Convincing myself to be sane. How bad can love be? Is it love? Maybe I have to convince myself a little harder. I don't want to.

Was having you in my life even a good thought? I don't know, life is unpredictable, just like the moment I saw you. When I knew you, I knew you can't be mine. That's how I lost you without having you.

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