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LOSING NO-ONE

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Isn't it hard, losing someone that we never had? Strom of thoughts, misleading my mind. How can I even miss someone I never had? I have enjoyed every moment and movement of you. How come you have become this close to me? This distance feels a lot farther than the distance we had before.  I don't know if it's okay to lose something valuable, knowing it's not our property. Sounds tragic and mad. All these thoughts, and yet you can't hear a single one of them. Convincing myself to be sane. How bad can love be? Is it love? Maybe I have to convince myself a little harder. I don't want to. Was having you in my life even a good thought? I don't know, life is unpredictable, just like the moment I saw you. When I knew you, I knew you can't be mine. That's how I lost you without having you.
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LIFE AFTER NCC

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Waking up at 4am, The uniform, turnout, beret & hackle, fall-in and ragada for late fall-in, juniors and seniors, running and refreshments, camps and culturals, exams and co-cadets,  ATC & AAC, TSC & RDC. These are all the part of my life. Nah! This was the life. A life that I don't wanna end in. Those memories of camps with my co-cadets will always be alive in me.                          But, the life's been changed after the C certificate examination. Yeah! It was a relief. I don't have to wake up at 4am, I don't have to shave or have a small haircut, no more ragada, no more running.                           After few days I found myself a 9-5 job. Then, i realised life was fun with ragada's, camp's and co-cadets. Seeing my juniors growing up in it, seeing them achieve camps and ranks they want, their contrib...
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MISLEAD

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Been a long time and I wonder where's this path leading to? Where am I destined to be? To death? I don't think so, I haven't been to a place that peaceful before. May be it's life.  So here it starts, ever wondered? How thoughts gets blurry and vision blocks. It's been a long time now since I haven't felt anything good. I think I  misleading my mind or is it the one misleading me? Yeah! I do good, I'm not a heavy cloud tho. I'm just a passing cloud in the sky that has no idea where it's going.  I Think it's the time to think. Feeling like a slave these days. What needs to done to get out of this loop hole? What's good and what's wrong out of all perspectives? Who's misleading whom? Mind is such a mess that blogs get mismatched. How do I put it to an end? Not with a question mark again ofcourse. Okay here it goes.  He thinks he's a warrior chosen by god for a battle called LIFE . He's fighting for it, he's winni...
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